What matters?

I've tried all my life to please people around me. Everything I do matters so much.. It affects many... 

• Have you ever wondered why our little brain thinks so much before every little thing that we do?
• Why do we think about what people will think?
• Why does it matter to us?
• Don't we have th right to what we like, irrespective of what others think?
• Why should we always oblige to others?

Alright! After all these questions in the very beginning of the blog, you would definitely expect answers too. Well, I may not have an answer to every single question but I do have my own point of view...

         Okay! Now, the "others" i mentioned are not really "others"... They are people to whom we are somehow connected! We actually care about what they think about us, even though we keep denying the fact! So does that mean we don't have a choice but to do things their way? Errr.. I'll say NO!

          C'mon! It's my life after all... How long will I try hard to please others  and do stuff ONLY for the? When do i please myself? When can i have no one to please but myself? I have my own choices to make and i can take my own decisions and will do things my way! Another thing i've learnt i9s that I won't do stuff just coz everybody is doing it! I'll do it only when i feel it's right.. I have nothing to do with what the world thinks as long as i'm right!

          I know i sound pretty rebellious unlike earlier but I don't wanna mislead ya'll by saying all this! It doesn't mean you'll now hurt people all the time by disobeying them and by doing "wrong things" (You know and can differentiate between wrong & right) Don't turn into a brat! Just be heard! Let people know what you think... Have fun... Live life king size... No room for tears, nobody is worth our tears (they are precious)! Smile... Smile a lot... (Don't worry, people won't call you mad)...

One last advice: What people think is not really important! Just remember, your conscience is there! You know what you are doing.... Don't do any such thing for which you'll have to repent later! :)

P.S. Thanks Mum and Dad! I really love ya'll for being there and supporting me in everything i do! :)

My soul sister!?! :P

           I know a pretty girl! I know her for about 3 years now... People call her Shravya (Mittu), I'd call her a PYT! :P I don't know why out of the blue did i feel like writing about her... I don't know why her writings inspire me so much... I don't know how she manages to be so lovable... I don't know why i'm using "I don't know" so many times... Well, may be coz she says "idk" more often!
           Omg! She is one girl who finds everything i do, really different and nice. She unknowingly says so much stuff that makes me feel really better when i'm feeling all blue. She is more than just sweet...
           This girl can write really long messages and when she shares stuff that's already happened or narrates a situation to me, she talks about every single bit of it (She even mentions if she yawned or sneezed) and I ACTUALLY live the moment! Coz when she later reminds me of it,I feel I was there when all that happened!
            She's got a very charming personality. It'll hardly take any time for a person to get completely lost in her talk! Everything form the way she smiles to the way she cries is admirable about her! But i hate the crying part... It's all sad and gloomy! I just hope she always has that smile glued to her pretty face and never shed a tear! Coz people smile when she does... :)
           I can count on her, any day. :) We became good friends in a very short span of time... We laughed, we played, we cried, we danced, we shared, we hanged out... And every moment i spent with her, i'll treasure!

P.S.
You are a wonderful person Shrav! Don't let minor stuff affect you so much. I know the blog is a way too much but if you don't get back to normal asap and start giggling for all my stupid jokes again, I always have my blog space and it's really easy for me to embarrass you like this! :P (No offense)
Love ya!
Take care!
SMILE... (Palezeeeee!) :)

Post P.S.
Spandy! Love ya too.. :P :)