Hello World,
In times like these where our wishes come true but under the worst possible circumstances, we are all left contemplating our self-conflicting emotions.
"I really need a break from this monotonous mechanical work life."
"I'm tired of scurrying in this rat race. I'm missing out of the little things in life."
"I feel like I'm stuck in a hamster wheel. Can this stop?"
Well, it HAS stopped now.
We are all on pause.
We don't have to scurry now.
Just stay in the house.
The current scenario is lowkey what all of us have been hoping for, minus the novel Covid-19, of course. I've heard my colleagues and my friends constantly complain about how they would like some time off of work, to relax or enjoy some me-time. A demanding work-life has always been an excuse while it comes to pursuing a hobby or not having time for family.
Now that we have all the time in the world, we complain about having TOO MUCH time on hand. You know how they say,
"Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it."?
Here it is, our time to read or write or meditate or workout or just lay there doing nothing. Our opportunity to make up for all the lost time. We have those extra 2 hours we'd otherwise lose while driving to and from work, the energy we saved from not having to get out of the comfort of our homes to run errands and the peace and quiet in our streets. Here is our turn to steal from those moments to make memories.
But we're scared of abundance, I guess? We crave routine as much as we despise it. Seems like the absence of a predefined routine daunts most of us. WHY?
~
My social media feed is filled with posts and stories about how the quarantine has crippled the society and how people don't know what to do with their time. I put my phone away and think to myself about the time when people whined about their Monday blues and complained throughout the week till Friday when they couldn't wait to share their excitement for the weekend with TGIF posts. Do we always seek excuses to complain about our circumstances? Can't we, for once, be fully present in the moment and appreciate the break?
My heart aches each time I learn about the number of people who lost their lives across the world. There are several doctors and nurses and armed forces who live at a constant risk of being exposed to the virus, while trying to save lives and several others who have no mental peace as they are suspected to have been infected. Thousands of people are battling for their lives and a hundred thousand are mourning the loss of their loved ones and a million others are scared for their family members who are stranded in a foreign land at a difficult time like this.
In other news, here we are, complaining just because we have to stay indoors for our own safety. Complaining because we have to stay at a home equipped with clean water, electricity and temperature controlled rooms and a stocked up fridge.
~
This too shall pass. We will wake up one of these days to a world without Coronavirus. We can get back to our respective hamster wheels and rat races. Until then, we should try and remind ourselves of a time when we complained about 24 hours not being enough for a day. Because very soon, we will start talking about these tough times in past tense and start whining about how we wasted all the time when we had it.
Please make the most of this time and indulge in your hobbies. Cook a meal. Redecorate your room. Plant a tree. Watch the sunset. Binge watch the series you've always wanted to watch. Or re-watch your favorites. Pull out your guitar from the loft. Spend time with your family. Finish that half-read book. Gaze at the night sky, when was the last time you did that in the absence of vehicles' vroom-vrooms and honks?
You have the freedom to do anything you wish with your time, indoors. Considering you can't change the current situation, try and change the way you look at it.
Happy Quarantine! :)
Love,
Monisha