I'm in LOVE! : Part-1

            The world is full of people.. Few good, few bad! Errr... i'm not sure whether bad people exist.. So, i'll rather say.. The world is full of good people and few good people who end up doing bad stuff and get termed a bad people!
             Well, when there are so many good souls on earth, why don't we like everybody? We don't know everybody, do we? Why is it that we feel close to very few of the people we know? And why does it so happen that we feel emotionally bonded to a count few even among the people we are close to? ANDDDDD why do we fall in love only with ONE person? Who decides it all? (NO guys, i'm not starting philosophy again..)
              Falling in love is one of the best things that can happen to anybody! I'm in love! :) May be i always was, but just that it took time for me to realize that i could actually blog it!


P.S. 
So... Curious? Not really? 
Anyway... keep watching this space for the complete story! :P

Dream! :D

          What are dreams? Something that we see when we are asleep? Hmm... yeah probably! Or may be that's all i thought dreams were, but i never had the slightest idea that a group of people discussing dreams would have their own definitions of a dream!
           Dreaming... Well, dreaming while you sleep is pretty normal, i love dreams (Who wants a boring sleep? Time waste!) :P It just happens, nobody plans what to dream about, but many of us also day dream (NO! It's not abnormal). I personally feel that all those who day dream are people who either have unfulfilled wishes or those who are not really happy with the way life treats them!  Coz when you day dream, every action that takes place is completely under your control.. It's more than just awesome when you KNOW that nothing bad can happen and only stuff that you want will happen! You rule man! It makes you feel nice and confident... But you are also aware of the fact that your dream world will disappear once you open your eyes!
            APJ Abdul Kalam said, "A dream is not something that you see when you sleep, it is something that does not allow you to sleep as long as you achieve it"! How true... One can sit dreaming all day and build castles in the air, but what's the point if all of it vanishes once you wake up? Like i always say.. What about this thing called "The Real World"? Unfortunately we live in it and our dreams don't count.. They definitely are imaginary... Err... *BOOM* goes out the smile... Ah! This crappy real world!
            Well, coz we have no other way out.. Let's just do all it takes to make our imaginary world exist in reality! Wouldn't it be amazing to live a dream? It would be GREAT!
             So now... Say it... In your face, REAL WORLD! I'll achieve my dream even though it takes all i've got! If i dream of something today, i'll live it tomorrow!
Keep day dreaming... We are just rehearsing what will be happening very soon! :P


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Happy dreaming people! :)

Friend?

        Friends! Ah! Of late i've been losing many of them! Thanks to the misunderstandings that creeped up... Thanks to my "so called" ego... Thanks to their indifference... Thanks to all the stupid stuff i'm thanking now! Well, it isn't really easy to get over it. I don't know why it matters, but it does!
        In my life, friends are like passing clouds... Every cloud passes, it either rains on you and disappears or the wind takes it away.. Then all you can see is clear sky! An apt comparison, isn't it? May not be for ya'll but to some extent for me... Anyway, they are just a part of life.. They aren't life! Every soul on earth is selfish, there aren't many Mother Teresas! I sound mean? Err... ok... if friends weren't selfish, then why would the saying "A friend in need is a friend indeed" come into existence? Are you doing business out there? If a friend of your's can't help you when you are in need, due to some unavoidable situations, will not remain your friend? Ha! Strange!
         May be i should call myself unlucky with friendship... But i don't think so, coz i do have friends... I would not prefer crying over the spilt milk coz that would fetch me nothing! One rotten apple spoils the whole basket, but i don't wanna think that way... May be every person cannot be compared to a passing cloud, may be there would be someone who is the sky that always stays! :D 
          Everybody hurts someday but i guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.. :)


P.S. Why did i even blog about it? Don't Ask! :P

Weirdo! :P

          A new yet old friend... An annoying yet adorable one! A complete crack head.... He being a close friend of mine was completely out of the question, don't ask why... Coz i still couldn't figure out if we are likes to repel or may be the fact that we have done enough bad to each other in the past to keep us from being good friends! Errr.... i have no idea if that sentence makes any sense... so lite.. :P

          Its quite strange, but we fight for the sake of fighting and can argue over any random thing! The day feels so incomplete if we don't ask each other to "Get lost'... And every time we fight and decide not to talk, one of us texts the other saying "Die! Don't talk.." and then comes a reply that says "Enough... don't oa" and we somehow manage to patch up after a series of such 'one-line texts'! Nevertheless, we patch up only to begin a new argument!  

           If you are wondering whether we have anything in common, then yeah.. we do have stuff in common. Like, the first ever common thing we discovered about each other was our taste in music(we both liked the song "tum mile")... errr... that's the only thing so far! :P And we have understanding too.. He calls me a kid n i call him uncle... see.. :D

           Basically, we can never agree on anything and if we do, then it would be something like an unseasonal rain! I'm one such person who expects people to be more concerned and have minimum courtesy to apologize when at fault... while this guy is a complete indifferent (that's what he says) one! He rarely apologizes the way i want him to (C'mon... saying sorry 5 times is no big deal!). But then I can't stay angry for  long and he manages to divert the topic so knack that i forget he is still 3 sorries due! :P He is one of those very few people who can understand and bare with my mood swings! He knows when i'll get pissed and when i might freak out... and still amazingly manages to do that stuff! He inspires me sometimes (I never wanted him to know) and irritates me most of the time (This he already knows).. ;) This person is one bag full of surprises... that's coz every time i feel "I know him", i'm usually wrong coz he then does something completely unexpected and "weird'.. There are days when he'll call and talk for long... and days when he'll send you those 'one-line texts' for any loooooong text of your's! He gives unnecessary explanations when not needed and prefers to stay calm and aloof when i'm actually waiting for one... Bizarre, like i already said! :P he expects me to write about him but at the same time shys off from reading my blog by claiming to be too lazy to do that... 

             A stern yet fickle minded person... confused yet confident and determined! I din't know writing about him would be such a difficult task! May be i din't know what to write or may be i had more in my head than what i could pen down.. Damn! I ended up writing sooooo much about this weirdo!

P.S. 

There is no P.S.! Why formality? :P

I ♥ happy endings! :D

            How i wish fairy tales were true! How i wish every story had a happy ending! But most of the time, things don't happen the way we expect them to go... There are rough patches, ups & downs and so, not every story has a happy ending! :( NOW enough of what people call the "Practical attitude". Let's talk about something that might somehow make us happy... Let's talk fiction! :)
             I believe in angels (In fact, i call myself one)! :P Do you? Well, even before you answer that, let me tell you that every time somebody says that they don't believe in angels (I'm not saying it), somewhere an angel falls dead! :( Awww.... sad, isn't it? So don't say it! :P
             And angels are for real! Every time something nice happens to us, most of us thank God. But may be we should thank those angels whom god sent to make us happy! I heard this when i was a kid that God created mothers coz he couldn't manage to make his presence everywhere! Quite true! So isn't every mom a god sent angel? She definitely is... Your mom is your angel! A friend who cheers you up by saying stupid stuff when your feeling low, is an angel... A stranger who smiles at you when you are in a complete new place and makes you happy, is an angel.. We are all surrounded by angels, all we need to do is change our outlook!
              When something bad happens to us, we are all sad and gloomy... we tend to hate everything that happens! But remember, when one door closes, we have many angels who open several other doors for us... I know i already sound filmy... well, to add to it.. "Every story is supposed to have a happy ending and if it doesn't then it is not the end of the story" (Shamelessly copy-pasted from OM SHANTI OM) :P But it is pretty true!
               Believe in happy endings... coz it feels really nice when you feel you KNOW that everything is gonna fall back to place and things will be as expected or may be even better! :) Have a positive attitude! Be an optimist!

P.S. I'm an angel now! :P If i somehow made you feel better or made you giggle (at my stupid thoughts)! :) C'mon.. I must've made you smile! Monisha is an angel.. (say it) :P

What matters?

I've tried all my life to please people around me. Everything I do matters so much.. It affects many... 

• Have you ever wondered why our little brain thinks so much before every little thing that we do?
• Why do we think about what people will think?
• Why does it matter to us?
• Don't we have th right to what we like, irrespective of what others think?
• Why should we always oblige to others?

Alright! After all these questions in the very beginning of the blog, you would definitely expect answers too. Well, I may not have an answer to every single question but I do have my own point of view...

         Okay! Now, the "others" i mentioned are not really "others"... They are people to whom we are somehow connected! We actually care about what they think about us, even though we keep denying the fact! So does that mean we don't have a choice but to do things their way? Errr.. I'll say NO!

          C'mon! It's my life after all... How long will I try hard to please others  and do stuff ONLY for the? When do i please myself? When can i have no one to please but myself? I have my own choices to make and i can take my own decisions and will do things my way! Another thing i've learnt i9s that I won't do stuff just coz everybody is doing it! I'll do it only when i feel it's right.. I have nothing to do with what the world thinks as long as i'm right!

          I know i sound pretty rebellious unlike earlier but I don't wanna mislead ya'll by saying all this! It doesn't mean you'll now hurt people all the time by disobeying them and by doing "wrong things" (You know and can differentiate between wrong & right) Don't turn into a brat! Just be heard! Let people know what you think... Have fun... Live life king size... No room for tears, nobody is worth our tears (they are precious)! Smile... Smile a lot... (Don't worry, people won't call you mad)...

One last advice: What people think is not really important! Just remember, your conscience is there! You know what you are doing.... Don't do any such thing for which you'll have to repent later! :)

P.S. Thanks Mum and Dad! I really love ya'll for being there and supporting me in everything i do! :)

My soul sister!?! :P

           I know a pretty girl! I know her for about 3 years now... People call her Shravya (Mittu), I'd call her a PYT! :P I don't know why out of the blue did i feel like writing about her... I don't know why her writings inspire me so much... I don't know how she manages to be so lovable... I don't know why i'm using "I don't know" so many times... Well, may be coz she says "idk" more often!
           Omg! She is one girl who finds everything i do, really different and nice. She unknowingly says so much stuff that makes me feel really better when i'm feeling all blue. She is more than just sweet...
           This girl can write really long messages and when she shares stuff that's already happened or narrates a situation to me, she talks about every single bit of it (She even mentions if she yawned or sneezed) and I ACTUALLY live the moment! Coz when she later reminds me of it,I feel I was there when all that happened!
            She's got a very charming personality. It'll hardly take any time for a person to get completely lost in her talk! Everything form the way she smiles to the way she cries is admirable about her! But i hate the crying part... It's all sad and gloomy! I just hope she always has that smile glued to her pretty face and never shed a tear! Coz people smile when she does... :)
           I can count on her, any day. :) We became good friends in a very short span of time... We laughed, we played, we cried, we danced, we shared, we hanged out... And every moment i spent with her, i'll treasure!

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You are a wonderful person Shrav! Don't let minor stuff affect you so much. I know the blog is a way too much but if you don't get back to normal asap and start giggling for all my stupid jokes again, I always have my blog space and it's really easy for me to embarrass you like this! :P (No offense)
Love ya!
Take care!
SMILE... (Palezeeeee!) :)

Post P.S.
Spandy! Love ya too.. :P :)